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Saturday, March 19, 2005

shessh....guess what??i still have three more jian baos to do and i'm still at msn and writing this blog...oh well...since i'm treating this as ~pour-out-everything-you-feel~ it isnt such a waste of time....i'm here playing with my cute little tiny clever smart greedy china cousin....he is so super smart...if what i see is right...he's gonna be a veri smart kiddy when he grows up...hahas....then he'll be smarter then mi...lols(this is not a short form to me...) i don't know what's wrong with me lohs....i mean its like i get so worried when i don't do any work on that day then i get all nerve-wrecked and stuff but then i can't force myself to study..somebody pls come take away my tv,computer and my bed then i'll be so bored until i do my work...thats the werid werid me....get use to it humans....hahas...anywayy...my little cousin is staring at mi....i just cut a plum for him and well....he's happy with it...hahas...he going on 3...i'm going to the rolands (not sure on the spelling) resturant....i suppose it's well know for the chili crab...so...chili crab...here i come...haha...my sister nagging mi to use the com le..so gotta get going...~t.a.k.e c.a.r.e`
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